Nice and slow....felt okay today hoping for no sore legs. Good news...my kids woke up early by themselves today..I've been trying to get them on an earlier schedule so we can get everything we need to during the day done and still have time for important things like cleaning, scriptures, and some family fun at night. I had the worst day playing the organ yesterday. I fumbled over the notes and then I put the wrong registration on for the postlude and sounded like a bass drum. The other organist came up and abruptly told me what I had done wrong. She was trying to be helpful I'm sure but it was just the edge I needed to send me into a crying fit. I stopped playing(everyone was gone anyway) and left through the side door. As soon as I was starting into a good cry another woman came out and said she felt prompted to come outside. She is this cool Native American woman in our ward that is really spiritual. We talked about kids and husbands and how to take criticism....and I felt a little better. just a little over 4 weeks. I can't wait to meet William...I'm considering a water birth again. I didn't like floating around in the water when I delivered Julia but this tub is really small and so you get the benefits of reduced pain without the floating. I just remembered almost involuntarily (because I had decided to not do a water birth again) that Julia's water birth was less painful and I pushed her out faster...we'll see... | 